urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hostetler the strangest life i've ever known HOSTETLER 2008-01-24T22:09:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hostetler:19820 2008-01-24T22:09:38Z 2008-01-24T22:09:38Z Human form of a good time all the time.<br />That's all I'm askin now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hostetler:17110 2007-12-14T05:51:38Z 2007-12-14T05:51:38Z Person 1: "Pothead."<br />Person 2: "No, I'm not. I just look like one with this bandanna on."<br />Person 1: "What did you just say to me?"<br />Person 2: "Nothing."<br />Person 1: "Don't fuck with me."<br /><br /><br />Dick urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hostetler:15861 2007-12-05T03:22:48Z 2007-12-05T03:22:48Z willoughby boys,men,fools<br />make me smoke too much<br />and cause bags<br /><br />whats so lovely about that urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hostetler:2722 2007-04-20T16:44:19Z 2007-04-20T16:44:19Z im sobering up a bit.<br />well really a lot.<br />ive only had a couple beers and im fine.<br />but i just finished watching My Girl with taylor.<br />that movie never gets old. ever since i was young and saw it.<br />but man. tonight it really made me pretty sad.<br />death is such a terrible thing.<br />i hate to think of it. thats why its rarely ever a topic for me.<br />i don't understand this life. and i know i'll never get a answer to my questions<br />on it. <br />but i dont get why we live to die.<br />to watch the people we love and come from die.<br />its just disgusting.<br />i can't even think of my grandparents and parents and sisters dying.<br />my god. its hurting me thinking of it.<br />i love my family and this world way to much.<br />even someone i don't even know. i hate to think of them dying.<br />i dont think anyone deserves being stripped from their loved ones. its painful.<br />hate is a harsh harsh word. but i think i can use it for death.<br />i hate it. i hate how people have to lose people they love.<br />its sad and pointless. why live?<br />its just one of those questions that will never have a answer.<br />even though i have drifted from the religion i was brought up on...<br />i hope the nirvana is still real. <br />some type of heaven. and i hope i go there.<br />along with the rest of my family. and all the good people on this earth.<br />i love to hard.<br />and death scares me. im realizing.<br />i hope im atleast not alive to see it in my family.<br />but then wouldn't i be doing what i am scared of most to the people who love me?<br />yes.and yeah they are worth more.